[Lenalee can't read Allen's mind, but she knows Allen well enough that he'd hate any situation where he was forced to fight another human being, especially for a war he had no personal stake in. we're all seasoned warriors, but... this is something they've never really had to do. ]
[even if Lenalee does catch herself looking at the humans around her and thinking enemies, they're all my enemy back home... she's never had to hurt a human before. at least. a human that hadn't attacked her friends and left them for dead by ripping a hole in their hearts.... who Allen still tried to save, so really how terrible of a situation is this for him tbh]
...I can't imagine that it'll ever be easy. [especially for us... She wishes she had something better to say, but... quieter] ...But we have to fight, don't we?
[maybe there's an option for escape, maybe there's an option not to fight at all, but Lenalee has a hard time believing in even the slimmest chance that there might be after growing up in the Order.]
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[even if Lenalee does catch herself looking at the humans around her and thinking enemies, they're all my enemy back home... she's never had to hurt a human before. at least. a human that hadn't attacked her friends and left them for dead by ripping a hole in their hearts.... who Allen still tried to save, so really how terrible of a situation is this for him tbh]
...I can't imagine that it'll ever be easy. [especially for us... She wishes she had something better to say, but... quieter] ...But we have to fight, don't we?
[maybe there's an option for escape, maybe there's an option not to fight at all, but Lenalee has a hard time believing in even the slimmest chance that there might be after growing up in the Order.]