[she lets out a wordless 'eh' when Allen clasps her wrist, because for one singular moment Lenalee actually is taken off-guard but then]
[she remembers]
[she remembers once again that Allen's been away from the Order, that he left and that's why he wouldn't know -- and that his surprise is natural considering the state of everything when he left.]
[it just hurts, a little. not the way Allen holds her, never, but to be reminded of the fact that he left... but no, more importantly, Kanda. she understands why he's surprised, she too thought Kanda had...]
LMFAO SORRY ALLEN.... 1/2
[she remembers]
[she remembers once again that Allen's been away from the Order, that he left and that's why he wouldn't know -- and that his surprise is natural considering the state of everything when he left.]
[it just hurts, a little. not the way Allen holds her, never, but to be reminded of the fact that he left... but no, more importantly, Kanda. she understands why he's surprised, she too thought Kanda had...]