[ Adra runs his fingers through Gil's hair and thinks about what he wants. Someone he could trust, yes, but more than that, someone to whom he could cede control. Someone who could overwhelm him, completely, constantly. Someone to bind him.
He doesn't know if Gil is that person. He doesn't know if it's right to even seek that person here, in Enprise, a place they will all eventually leave. What will become of this time when it's over? Will he think on it, or will he let it slip away into the many layers of his long memory? He's not sure which he'd prefer. ]
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He doesn't know if Gil is that person. He doesn't know if it's right to even seek that person here, in Enprise, a place they will all eventually leave. What will become of this time when it's over? Will he think on it, or will he let it slip away into the many layers of his long memory? He's not sure which he'd prefer. ]
Mmm. Is it that easy for everyone?