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WAR ♞ MARCH ON CENTRAL WEST PLATEAU
20 AUGUST (GLADIA) 2016



The quiet, seemingly unremarkable town of Friedgood doesn't seem like a prime target for a Noir attack. Ask any outsider what a Friedgood local's favorite activity might be, and they’ll likely respond "I don't know, digging?" They're not wrong: Friedgood's primary industry comes from the excavation of precious stones and minerals in the nearby mountain ranges and volcanoes. Those who don't make their living from mining most likely still enjoy digging, as the town is a hot destination for archeologists from the school of Pigeonsblood looking to uncover the ancient secrets of Gammon.
More important than shiny rocks, however, is Friedgood's strategic location within the country, specifically the checkpoint known as Platform 42 and 5/8ths. It forms a stark contrast to the sleepy town it resides in. This bustling travel hub is known as the "Gateway to Gammon", and boasts fast transport to almost anywhere in the kingdom. Security is tight here, with grim-faced Gammon soldiers working around the clock to ensure that criminal activity doesn't stand a chance. Keep your contraband at home — an infraction will cost you heavy jail time. Friedgood is also the only town with a road providing access to Grantebrycge, Gammon's illustrious University town.
By conquering Friedgood, Noir hopes for universal access to all of Gammon.
On the 20th of Gladia, amidst strong winds and persistent thunderstorms, Heroes will arrive to the Central West Plateau. Even surrounded by tall mountain ranges and ominous volcanoes, its ancient wall is truly a daunting sight. A marvel even by modern construction standards, it was built over 300 years ago to defend against hostile nomadic tribes, and remains as strong and sturdy as the day it was built. It also provides an important environmental buffer to the people of Friedgood — the wall is resistant to lava.
Basic info on the war can be found here. All OOC questions about the event may be directed to the thread below.
More important than shiny rocks, however, is Friedgood's strategic location within the country, specifically the checkpoint known as Platform 42 and 5/8ths. It forms a stark contrast to the sleepy town it resides in. This bustling travel hub is known as the "Gateway to Gammon", and boasts fast transport to almost anywhere in the kingdom. Security is tight here, with grim-faced Gammon soldiers working around the clock to ensure that criminal activity doesn't stand a chance. Keep your contraband at home — an infraction will cost you heavy jail time. Friedgood is also the only town with a road providing access to Grantebrycge, Gammon's illustrious University town.
By conquering Friedgood, Noir hopes for universal access to all of Gammon.
On the 20th of Gladia, amidst strong winds and persistent thunderstorms, Heroes will arrive to the Central West Plateau. Even surrounded by tall mountain ranges and ominous volcanoes, its ancient wall is truly a daunting sight. A marvel even by modern construction standards, it was built over 300 years ago to defend against hostile nomadic tribes, and remains as strong and sturdy as the day it was built. It also provides an important environmental buffer to the people of Friedgood — the wall is resistant to lava.
Basic info on the war can be found here. All OOC questions about the event may be directed to the thread below.
ONE ♙ The War of Three Armies
It’s time to head to the battle, Hero. You may be walking, riding a mount - your own, or a borrowed spider or boar - or hitching a ride from someone else. It’s a miserable trek to the plateau, but at least you’re not alone. Once you arrive, Verdoni is there to greet you, accompanied by another Gammonian, the commander of this battle.
You’ll then be handed a magical bracelet. The miners use it protect them from toxic air, so this is a precaution; should you need it, it should last for the duration of the battle. Now all you have to do is wait and prepare for the battle. Acquaint yourself with the battleground: explore the Defense Wall and see what traps there are. It may give you some ideas of your own. There are also war cannons aligned on the top wall and within its interior. Otherwise, check your supplies or rest and collect yourself for what will come. Your mount may also want attention.
TWO ♙ Fellowship of the Bling
Initially cloaked by thick fumes of sulfur, ozone and the dreary overcast of the storm, the Noir battalion finally arrives. Their general, Spicy Spice, steps, nay, struts forward.
On her cue, the Noir Vanguard rushes forward with a fearsome war cry, followed soon after by the Rearguard.
In the heat of battle, you will feel the ground beneath you shake and tremble. In a turn of events neither side could have predicted, a dormant volcano in the distance erupts, raining down fire and scorched earth on the area. More alarming, however, is how the resulting earthquake sets off powerful, white-hot geysers on the battlefield. Stay alert! To make matters worse, the approaching lava makes Noir’s fire spells even more deadly, and Noir shows no signs of letting up on their assault.
THREE ♙ The Desolation of Noir
Undeterred by the eruptions, the geysers, or the bad weather, they’ve called in their aerial units, fierce griffon riders who’re trying to fly over the wall and into Friedgood. Don’t let them pass! Make use of your resources and shoot them down: Heroes with long ranged weapons or magic will find their skills useful here. Learned how to fire a cannon? Now’s your chance! If not, protect your allies, Hero and Gammonian, as they line up their shots.
The lava is fast approaching and Noir can no longer take the heat. The griffon riders are maintaining their assault, but the rest of their army is falling back to escape. Time for you to retreat too before Gammonian soldiers seal the wall and you’re trapped on the plateau side. Fried Heroes ain’t Fried Good.
FOUR ♙ There and Back Again
The wall closes, sealing the lava and ending the battle. Hopefully no one got left behind.
Catch your breath, Hero. You won. First, check up on everyone and heal your wounds. If you borrowed a mount you might want to take the time to say farewell, since the trip back to Friedgood means you’ll be parting soon.
The people of Friedgood are grateful. They know what would have happened if you lost. There’s no time for fancy parties. They’re pulling out whatever they can find for a makeshift street party right then and there.
You can find bowls of Splotched Richard - a dessert pudding - and Bangers and Mash. If you’re in the mood for something strong you can get pints of Guileless or Pale Noir, maybe a Lasker Train Bomb if you can find someone who’s willing to mix it. Or perhaps you fancy a CreamAle, the favored drink of Grantebrycge.
You’re welcome to stay out and party as long as you like - the party is for you, after all! In fact, the people will respect you more if you get drunk and pass out on the side of the street. But for Heroes who’re tired from the war, you’re always welcome to stagger into the Bollox Inn for a room, free of charge.
It’s time to head to the battle, Hero. You may be walking, riding a mount - your own, or a borrowed spider or boar - or hitching a ride from someone else. It’s a miserable trek to the plateau, but at least you’re not alone. Once you arrive, Verdoni is there to greet you, accompanied by another Gammonian, the commander of this battle.
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Pinta [ so god damned salty about not being a naval tactician and assigned to ships ] Ah, yes, the vaunted Heroes I’ve heard so much about. The name is Pinta, ah... naval tactician to Gammon’s armed forces. Ask why and I’ll show you a bloody hell. Anyway, welcome to the Central West Plateau! During ancient times, the volcanoes were said to be a wall of flame that protected Gammon. But if that stopped the Othellians, I suppose I wouldn’t be here, ahaha! Now, with them dormant, we must instead rely upon our steel and our wall. It’s strong enough to protect Gammon even if every volcano in the area were to erupt all at once! At least that’s what the locals say. They didn’t sound too dodgy, but... moving on! If you have any questions, our men will be glad to explain; show you how the cannons work, where the traps are and whatnot. Again, this really isn’t my expertise—oh! Our wizards have been creative as of late. We’ve these wind platforms that will fling those Noirs up, up, up! Into the air! Try not to get caught in them, yeah? Our navy will take care of our seas. They’re an outstanding lot, they are. All we need to do is focus! Gammon shall not sink here! |
You’ll then be handed a magical bracelet. The miners use it protect them from toxic air, so this is a precaution; should you need it, it should last for the duration of the battle. Now all you have to do is wait and prepare for the battle. Acquaint yourself with the battleground: explore the Defense Wall and see what traps there are. It may give you some ideas of your own. There are also war cannons aligned on the top wall and within its interior. Otherwise, check your supplies or rest and collect yourself for what will come. Your mount may also want attention.
TWO ♙ Fellowship of the Bling
Initially cloaked by thick fumes of sulfur, ozone and the dreary overcast of the storm, the Noir battalion finally arrives. Their general, Spicy Spice, steps, nay, struts forward.
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Why is it that every time I come around, that Cochrane Bridge wants to go down? [ ADJUSTS HER WORLD CUP BRA ] They can’t keep that wall up forever. | |
Let’s make this a quick one, so we can get out of this smelly rain! [ gets ready to fire her gun in the air when she remembers something ] And don’t forget, target their puny pathetic healers, first. [ raises gun high above her head, signaling for the attack with a BANG! ] |
On her cue, the Noir Vanguard rushes forward with a fearsome war cry, followed soon after by the Rearguard.
ENEMY ♟ Mounted Noir Soldier | ||
Weak against None |
Strong against Fire |
Immune to None |
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The REARGUARD, armed with bows and arrows, will try to overwhelm the HEROIC VANGUARD. HEROIC DEFENSE back them up with long-ranged attacks and the cannons! If they get close enough to the wall, the Rearguard will relentlessly attack the Defense! Both units are under strict orders to prioritize an attack on the HEROIC SUPPORT. If they see any Hero or Gammonian soldiers helping each other or performing rescues on the battlefield, they will give chase IMMEDIATELY. DROPS: Shield with Noir Emblem, Flame Staff, Assorted Non-Magical Weapons, Golden Goat Horns, Lava Lamp |
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Spicy Spice You think a little bad weather is going to stop us? Don't make me laugh. [ laughs anyway, then falls into a coughing fit ] Urghh, damn these fumes — Oh whatever, Send in the riders! |
THREE ♙ The Desolation of Noir
Undeterred by the eruptions, the geysers, or the bad weather, they’ve called in their aerial units, fierce griffon riders who’re trying to fly over the wall and into Friedgood. Don’t let them pass! Make use of your resources and shoot them down: Heroes with long ranged weapons or magic will find their skills useful here. Learned how to fire a cannon? Now’s your chance! If not, protect your allies, Hero and Gammonian, as they line up their shots.
ENEMY ♟ Noir Griffon Rider | ||
Weak against None |
Strong against Fire, Lightning |
Immune to Wind |
![]() Griffon riders are armed with JAVELINS which they can also throw and cast the same spells as their counterparts on land. However, they share a closer bond with their griffon mounts. Upon losing their master, the griffons will go BERSERK and proceed to kill everything in sight. If a Hero gets caught in a griffon’s talons, the creature will drop them into their boiling demise at either a GEYSER or VOLCANO. DROPS: Mount Treats, Riding Gloves, Noir Lance, Harness, Griffon Feathers, Griffon Talon |
The lava is fast approaching and Noir can no longer take the heat. The griffon riders are maintaining their assault, but the rest of their army is falling back to escape. Time for you to retreat too before Gammonian soldiers seal the wall and you’re trapped on the plateau side. Fried Heroes ain’t Fried Good.
- Defense, continue shooting at any enemy target in range! Be attentive and aid your allies as they retreat back to the wall. Do not fear, you have the advantage.
- Vanguard, fall back! Watch the skies for any griffon riders on the way to the wall. Once you arrive, take down enemies who try to breach. Letting even one enemy pass could spell disaster.
- Support, grab the wounded and check the wall’s condition! Any damages should be repaired immediately to prevent the lava from entering Friedgood.
FOUR ♙ There and Back Again
The wall closes, sealing the lava and ending the battle. Hopefully no one got left behind.
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Spicy Spice Now I'm wishing that I didn't wear these shoes (I hate heels). Better get up out my face! [ trips on her way out ] Oh shit! |
The people of Friedgood are grateful. They know what would have happened if you lost. There’s no time for fancy parties. They’re pulling out whatever they can find for a makeshift street party right then and there.
You can find bowls of Splotched Richard - a dessert pudding - and Bangers and Mash. If you’re in the mood for something strong you can get pints of Guileless or Pale Noir, maybe a Lasker Train Bomb if you can find someone who’s willing to mix it. Or perhaps you fancy a CreamAle, the favored drink of Grantebrycge.
You’re welcome to stay out and party as long as you like - the party is for you, after all! In fact, the people will respect you more if you get drunk and pass out on the side of the street. But for Heroes who’re tired from the war, you’re always welcome to stagger into the Bollox Inn for a room, free of charge.
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! [ You could hear a pin drop as his smile flares suddenly at that, quick and sheepish. Ha—that... ]
Oh...
[ Did we have to be reminded of that, Lux. ]
...during the fight, I suppose... [ It didn't take many griffins clawing at his back to shred that... Although if her hands keep moving—
Perhaps that's why he stills, given the very large amount of scar tissue that, yes, does cover his back the same as his front. ]
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...
You know what? No, she isn't going to ask. Her heart probably couldn't take it, since it was after she, well...
(What did you do?)
Feeling him still, her hand stopped, lifting gently. It would be her luck that it hovered just over that same scar.
She wasn't going to ask, it wasn't her place to, but to say that she didn't feel it before would be a lie. Normally, she would force herself to leave this sort of question alone (like his arm), but...
Letting her hand hover there for a moment, she grazed it gently with her fingertips, before lifting her hand away. ]
...How did you get this?
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[ ..The mask she said he wears? She was right, because outwardly aside from that sudden stillness he doesn't seem to react. Just gets a little tense.
But there's a bolt that goes through him at that and a fidgety sort of flutter. Like feathers jerked in an electric breeze and a sudden flare of awareness.
(Perhaps it's also because she did so so very gently and that caught him by surprise, because no one's done that before either.)
That's... hard to explain, Lux. Which is why, after a second (and taking a breath)— ]
2/2
And, placing his hands on her shoulders, sits back a little. ]
It's fine, it's just an old wound.
[ And since she'll probably ask: ] It was from a sword. [ One that apparently circled around entirely, as the same spidering scar tissue continues over his shoulder and collar under the remaining tattered front of his uniform. Uneven and ragged, like it rent and split the skin instead of cutting it.
He didn't lie—he wouldn't and he couldn't bring himself to—but it's also not really the truth. Just because... how could he even begin if he wanted to? ]
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(Sorry...)
And seeing it there, that scar snaking over his shoulder and continuing down the front of his body, she very noticeably pales. Because a scar like that...
Something like that...
No one should be able to live through an attack like that. Gods... ]
...
[ ...But something bothered her about this. Allen, you said you fought Akuma. Terrible monstrous things that threatened the lives of humanity.
Why, then, had you been nearly cleaved in two by a sword..? ]
Who attacked you?
[ Not what. Who. ]
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Don't look so severe.
Smiling, he reaches to brush some of the hair behind her ear again (ironically probably the same he'd mussed inadvertently earlier) and won't question about how that's a normal, reflexive gesture. And he does so like it's a small (fond) sort of admonishment.
Don't look like that. (Don't look sorry.) ]
An akuma.
It was [ complicated ] ... a hard fight for all of us.
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You were worming away from something, Allen. She wasn't stupid. Quite the opposite, in fact. ]
An akuma wielding a sword.
[ Her voice dripped with skepticism. Like she actually knew what she was talking about. She didn't, but it was her own way of bluffing. Pressing. She may not be able to keep up in a card game, but he was quickly moving on to her playing field.
There was never a secret she couldn't figure out, couldn't uncover, couldn't take. She could never steal anything physical, but this. This was her playground. Finding and stealing secrets.
Now, what did she remember from that night? From what he told her? ]
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She might be bluffing, but it doesn't mean she's any less right and while he will be dodgy and try to avoid telling her something that would only worry her, he isn't going to be so disrespectful as to lie outright, either. ]
No, not quite like that.
[ Is he squirming a little? He might be squirming a little. ]
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She was going for broke, apparently.
Sighing heavily, it was her turn to admonish him, by simply resting her hand on his shoulder (that shoulder), holding him in place and looking up at him through her eyelashes. ]
Allen...
You're not very convincing when you move around like that.
1/2
[ urk ]
2/2
She can be incredibly stubborn. And so, letting a bit of a sigh out, he has to smile, head canting to the side. Smiling... in a way that's a little hard to look at, even if perhaps there's nothing wrong, sad, or even strange about that smile at all.
Because her hand is also still brushing his shoulder. ]
In order to defeat it I had to strike myself as well. [ He says it... so simply for what it is. Smiling like it's nothing. Do you get it now, Lux?
The sword that struck him was his own. By his own hand. ]
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But this was not the prize that she wanted. This was not it at all.
Her hand quickly moved from his shoulder, fingers curling inward, like it hurt to touch. He did this to himself... to defeat an akuma. This gash across his body, a wound that would (should) kill any other man...
He... he nearly killed himself to...
She looked up at him, his words sounding so matter-of-fact, and that smile on his face...
(She felt ill.)
The color nearly drained from her face, and as she lowered her gaze again to his shoulder, an icy chill running through her. This was what he meant. When he said he was just a weapon...
No. No no no. That smile, that matter-of-fact tone, that he could be so nonchalant about this. Stop it. Just. Stop it. Don't think of yourself that way. She didn't want that! ]
I won't let something like that happen again.
[ Her voice was soft but resolute. Emboldened by his complete disregard for himself, for how terrible he sounded, and by how much she hated that smile. It was different from the tragic, clown-like smirk he gave her from time to time, the one that made her heart sink and her chest hurt.
This smile. It made her angry.
Not at him. But at what he had to go through. What he was made to believe about himself. ]
Not while we're here. I won't let something like that happen again.
[ Looking up again, she would meet that smile that she hated so much with conviction. Determination. ]
I promise.
[ And she would move heaven and earth to make sure that she kept her word. Watch her, Allen. ]
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..and yet it cut him.
And now he realizes that day, that cut, that scar—is the day that memory first began to truly waken in him.
(But that as far as Crown Clown was concerned, he was already "that which is evil" before then.)
And that's why he won't tell her any of that. Even if it makes him feel a little guilty, seeing how resolute she gets. ]
It's okay.
It'd be hard anyway— [ It's light, soft, almost airy with the way his eyes warm in appreciation, gratitude, and he brings his right (human) hand up... ]
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—since that sword is no longer here. [ ......did he?
he did
Ah, but then he can't help it anymore and smiles wide. ]
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How that scar, how that day, how that instant changed everything. How could she know? He would never tell her.
She didn't care about the damned scar at this point. She since stopped caring the moment she knew the true nature of why he got it in the first place. And Lux wasn't a stranger to seeing that sort of thing; a magician normally would never experience such a wound, and, if they did, live to tell the tale.
But she had seen what war did to a body. She was no stranger to it.
(Sion, the undying juggernaut of Noxus, his body reanimated even after being cut down by the first king of Demacia, only to return the favor. His body stitched back together by some dark magic, corruption and greed; and his insides practically hollowed out, replaced by a hellish magical furnace that kept the dead husk alive.
Urgot, the Noxian executioner who had sold his body for experimentation. And what was left, reanimated by gears and steel and wild Zaun magic, was a monster. A bloated, disgusting thing, with what "humanity" he had left stitched back together like an old doll.)
So Allen, you so thoroughly missed the point, if you thought she was fixated on your scar, the broken and ragged reminder of something that, in her eyes, had gone so wrong. No, that wasn't what set her blood to a rolling boil. She wasn't angry at him.
She was angry at the existence he was made to endure. That something like that could almost be a joke to him. That he could tap her nose and smile and laugh as if it was all right and this was fine, it was all fine.
And at that smile, that disgusting, sanguine grin, how practiced it was, how easy it was. How inhuman it was. ]
I know that.
[ She was strangely quiet then, her voice level and calm. Controlled. But could he see it, even in that briefest touch, how absolutely dark her mana ran? How it burned so cold that it was hot, nearly painful (...did it hurt her as well?). How all the colors that made up her entire being, the light shining so bright, so strong, only made that darkness more profound, more apparent.
She was a woman who felt everything so strongly and so brightly it's almost blinding to look at. Those were his words, weren't they? If he wanted, needed proof of that, he need only just touch her briefly. Even a tap on the nose would do.
Old anger. Old, newly realized anger. ]
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Her voice was still measured, still eerily calm and quiet. Commanding in ways that it had never been before. You weren't the only one who wouldn't tell the whole story, Allen. ]
I know that. That isn't what I meant.
[ I know you know that, her tone said, clear as a bell.
Someone like me, he said. Don't give her that. She doesn't want to hear it. She won't hear it. Don't talk to her like a child, don't treat her like a child. Don't hide from her, Allen Walker. Don't hide behind that disgusting mask of a smile and expect her to just take it. ]
And I know you know that.
[ She hesitated again, before resting her hand back on his shoulder, gentle this time, practically hovering over it. (Her mana abated, calmed a bit, the warmth was gone. It felt almost like nothing, featherlight.) She couldn't look him in the eye, afraid that he was still smiling that weapon's smile. That inhuman, twisted thing. And she needed to focus. On her words, on what she wanted to say. ]
Our scars... they're a part of who we are, something we'll never be rid of.
[ And her other hand... slowly moved downward, resting just below her chest, hovering over her own torso, over her own, still recovering wound. ]
I don't understand your world. I... wonder if I even want to, sometimes. But while you're here, while you are with me, I will never, never let you suffer something like that again. Let another scar like that become a part of who you are.
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Someone becoming so upset—so sad—because of a wound he'd suffered (one he generally kept quite covered for the reason of not upsetting anyone, too) is something he... isn't used to. And couldn't bear to see her react to in such a way. Not to chastise her like a child then, but... better that she be a little mad at him for making light than feel so severe for a thing that's befallen him. For a promise they can't possibly make to each other, that something like that won't happen again.
(That backfired.)
(And it really isn't like that, Lux. His smiles. They're the most human thing about him purely because there's such tragedy behind them. Because if it's over something he can do nothing about anyway, isn't it better to smile and say "okay, it's fine" instead of feeling helpless and lost, instead of raging?)
But he is contrite for that. And seeing that she moves to touch where that javelin struck earlier (the one she took for him) feels a bit like a blow to the gut. ]
Lux...
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[ Haah. How else can he possibly respond to that? She's tied his hands.
(Ironic.)
His eyes hood a little, softening even as his expression falls. ]
Okay. [ Because could he even consider refuting that when she feels so strongly about such a thing? The thing Allen respects above all else. The strength and caring of the human heart. It's just...
...stunning isn't even the word for it. Having that turned on himself. And he'll lightly cover her wrist that's at his shoulder with his own hand. ] Okay then.
[ It's not the sort of promise he thinks she'll be able to keep, that he'll never suffer a scar like that again, it's not something he wants her to feel bad about when that day might happen—but he won't tell her not to. Not after that.
(Black... her emotions had felt black.)
But he'll move her hand with that delicate grasp on her wrist. Gently.
Just enough to bring it to his face to touch his nose against the back of her fingers in something quite small but quite tender, letting his eyes close. Like a promise highlighted by small acquiescence and apology. ]
Then I promise that, too. [ God help him.
Even if God never has. ]
I swear I'm not trying to wall of text you every time orz
Didn't he know much much he mattered? How, if they tables had turned, if he had taken that blow for her, how it would make her feel? Rank didn't matter to her. Specializations, training, none of that. If it had been him... If he had been the one in her place...
Kinship. They were so similar in some respects, quick to hide away the shadows for others, and to smile when the world seemed so cruel. She hardly knew that cruelty that he had to face, but this place was different. Different for the both of them. But despite that, in this world, she could... she would hold to her word. Even for a little bit, in this place that they both called home...
(And when she closed her eyes, she could see so clearly. She finally understood his words that night, what it meant to fight to keep someone safe.)
But she was never good at expressing these things. It always seemed to come out wrong, especially in his case. Everything about him (about them) was strange and uncomfortable and yet still so comforting and wonderful. The greatest highs... and the lowest lows.
Was it like that for him as well?
She had been told that she shone so brightly, her light touching everything, everyone. That it was radiant and beautiful. So full of life, full of light, even in her own darkness that surrounded her.
But didn't he know that he...
His light was so beautiful, wrapping around himself and anyone who had the honor of experiencing it. It was love, in its purest form, so dazzling and real. And just as he felt it necessary to protect her (the way he held her, like he was afraid he would lose her. Like he had lost her), she felt the same.
She would never tell him, but if the fates put her into that position again, if she had to relive the pain, the fear, the uncertainty of the afterlife... she would do it again, if it kept that light of love safe.
And like that, he agreed, and it was as if the storm had never existed, and while the warmth from before would not return, he would finally feel her calm. She got what she wanted, the selfish thing that she was. And it was selfish, she knew, making such a promise. How could she expect to keep something like that, not knowing the full story. Not knowing how impossible it would be.
Even as he lifted her hand away, using it to gently tap his nose (and oh, the look on her face, the severity fading away almost immediately, leaving a resigned sort of amusement behind), it continued to drain from her. Still there, hanging on the edges, a gentle shadow ever present.
(Because he wasn't the only one who could be held captive by his demons. He simply had a name for his.) ]
Okay.
[ Her voice was quiet still, but the bite was gone, the tenseness in her body beginning to ebb and her smile growing fond. She nodded gently, her eyes closing as well, their little interlude tiring her out.
But that would be good enough for her. She could rest at ease. ]
with his idiotic oozing of feelings everywhere I expect it ✨
"The darkness surrounding each of you is so deep... that I can't see how to pull you out."
Her eyes start to close so he lets her hands go, also quietly. Drained as well a little emotionally perhaps, beyond the bone-wearying extent of battle (and too, the first time he'd castled and that feels afterward like being hit by a truck). Because he's not sure how well he can keep the promise they won't get hurt like that, Lux... but he will try. Because what he was actually promising... actually promising...
...it's different than that.
More than he realizes, Allen Walker who also hasn't realized he's made a very singular sort of vow different from the kind he forever makes to himself and to the world, save somewhat for the reaffirmation of those vows he was still himself to Lenalee... and for the first one he promised the man who wasn't even actually his father, maybe never even truly adoptive father.
A very different kind of one indeed. But one, perhaps..
...one it'd be very nice if he could keep.
But he exhales quietly then, leaning over—away—and... reaching for his boots, the ones Gil got him. Undoing one strap, then another.. Taking off his boots?
Taking off his boots. ]
he's such a menace, seriously
A nap, maybe.
Feeling as his hands left hers, she very visibly deflates. The fight was over, and now that she could relax, she was exhausted. Like she hadn't slept for years. Her body still ached (although even just that bit of closeness helped. It wasn't healing, but offered something else: peace of mind).
Assuming that he was going to move on, off to the inn they had them settled into, she felt the mattress shift and opened her eyes, offering a tired smile. ]
Thank you—
[ ...What was he doing? Leaning over the bed, she canted her head at him as he began to unstrap and take off his boots.
Wait, taking off his boots? ]
Allen?
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Ah.. [ Turning back to her he gets a small sort of smile, scratching a little at his cheek for a moment in a sudden twist of boyish sheepishness. It's not hard to guess her question. ]
I said I'd stay, didn't I? [ Do not point out this is out of the norm. D o n o t.
Because he's going to shift then, closer— ]
2/2 no. *now* he's a menace
Resurrection... [ It's the first he's said it, pale eyes ahead and fixed over her shoulder as he speaks by her ear, and he does get a little quieter for it. ]
...takes a very heavy toll, they said.
[ Going on quickly before she can protest or be burdened by that, he exhales and lets his eyes close. Speaking lightly; feathered. ]
It's alright, I don't mind. You should rest. [ Even Caren he stayed with and let recharge off him on the train while she dozed. And he already noticed earlier how stabilizing it was to her, Lux who woke up with such a fragile grip still on the world and herself.
(And Allen needs it nearly as much as she does, but he doesn't think of it like that.)
Maybe it's strange, but he doesn't really mind at all or find it scandalizing. It's... nice. ]
At least for a little while.
THE WORST.
Allen, you... That boyish smile, the way that he hesitantly scratched at his cheek, shifting over...
O-oh! He was—
The mattress creaked again as he moved in closer, he spoke gently next to her ear, not giving her the chance to protest. Doesn't give her a chance to overthink things, as she is wont to do. She should question it, protest it; what would people in Demacia think?
...
In Demacia. Not Enprise. Not here.
She should be scandalized, but... she wasn't. She should reassure him that she was all right, that she could do fine on her own, but... ]
...Are you sure?
[ It must have been the fatigue, dampening her judgment. She was a proper woman, of noble birth, and there were certain expectations.
...In Demacia. Not Enprise. Not here.
Maybe... maybe this was all right. If it was him... it was okay.
Slowly, hesitantly, she let a hand rest on top of his, looking up at him, searching his face, giving him another glimpse within. Could he feel it, the bit of uncertainty, not at this (not at this), but at whether this was right to him. If he was alright if she just... even for a little while...
Looked to him for comfort. For reassurance. ]
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RIGHT(god this place is ruining him. his pristine gentlemanly morality and decorum, where did it go...)
So he will huff lightly. At himself. And draw back— ]
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