Sorta? I mean, at the time I just felt really tired. And scared.

*Trying to process she killed something was really hard to do while mana drained the way she was. She had to take down a few dragons, but that was the only one she had to end herself.*

I-it wasn't like there was another choice, given all the damage they were doing. And they were going to eat us. It's like with the Noir soldiers...

*Lola's had to kill a few of them too. She found not thinking too hard best. It was easier to just not let it in, not let it fester.*