[Does she want the spiritual balm? She isn't sure. But she knows...and can establish for herself, that she misses that person terribly. Even if she doesn't regret putting the end to the lies, she still wishes...

every time she plays the piano, she wishes he was there.

She's silent for a good, long while, staring at nothing. But eventually, she speaks.]

Rude. Savage. Lazy. Unbelievably irritating.

Sarcastic and cynical. I wouldn't be surprised if most people, if they ever met him, would want to strangle him.